Jax's Artistic Journey...

People are dropping like flies around me. Okay, maybe I came back with brochitis and a bad bout of the flu Christmastime, but this is ridiculous. In the past 4 weeks about a dozen of my friends have been SICK!!!! Now my co-worker may be catching something and I'm about ready to get a face mask. I do not need to get sick again. Come to think of it, I'm not feeling too hot today..so I'm going to OD on over the counter cold and flu meds this week. I'll add an extra dose of Emergen-C to my list. Yikes!

I am going through this weird transitional phase where I wake up in the middle of the night with panic attacks...even less sleep than I normally get. I think subconsciously I'm afraid to move. Not that I'm not excited, it's because my whole world will change and I worry that it will not turn out the way I want it to. I've tried living in Orlando before after a 15 year absence and it was a horrendous experience. This time around I refuse for a repeat and I plan on getting my sh** together. Main objective is to buy a house..my very own house to decorate and do as I want. Ownership is an exciting thing and so I am looking forward to that aspect of the move. I know that I'll feel better once I am all packed up. Thinking of the tasks can be overwhelming. Thank goodness for my wine stash..but I'm getting low..so better stock up for the great big move!

Spice Brief..I wrote 9 pages!!!! About 21 more pages to go. Yep, it's gonna be short but SPICY! LOL

Title: As Lovers Go
Artist: Dashboard Confessional

She said "I've gotta be honest,
You're wasting your time if you're fishing round here."
And I said "you must be mistaken,
I'm not fooling... this feeling is real"
She said "you gotta be crazy,
What do you take me for? Some kind of easy mark?
"You've got wits, you've got looks,
You've got passion, but I swear that you've got me all wrong."

All wrong.
All wrong.
But you got me...

I'll be true, I'll be useful...
I'll be cavalier...I'll be yours my dear.
And I'll belong to you...
If you'll just let me through.
This is easy as lovers go,
So don't complicate it by hesitating.
And this is wonderful as loving goes,
This is tailor-made, what's the sense in waiting?

And I said "I've gotta be honest
I've been waiting for you all my life."
For so long I thought I was asylum bound,
But just seeing you makes me think twice.
And being with you here makes me sane,
I fear I'll go crazy if you leave my side.
You've got wits... you've got looks,
You've got passion but are you brave enough to leave with me tonight?

Tonight.
Tonight.
But you've got me...

I'll be true, I'll be useful...
I'll be cavalier...I'll be yours my dear.
And I'll belong to you...
If you'll just let me through.
This is easy as lovers go,
So don't complicate it by hesitating.
And this is wonderful as loving goes,
This is tailor-made, whats the sense in waiting?
This is easy as lovers go,
So don't complicate it by hesitating.
And this is wonderful as loving goes,
This is tailor-made, whats the sense in waiting?